Apple Wang

With the need to support the family. Apple entered the workforce at the age of 18 and became a nurse. With all that she had earned, half of it went to support her family with the idea that sending money home would buy her parens peace and love. On the way back from nursing school returning home, it was a six-hour bus journey back then. She met her first love. Young, bright, naive, full of excitement and tears. Oh, those years with hand-written love letters reminds us all we were once young...

Being an asian, one of the main "right thing" to do is to "get married and have a family". With that mission in mind, Apple was determined to settle down. Travelling through Singapore, Melbourne, Hobart and Adelaide did not make that dream any real or easier. Being available does not indicate that the universe would grant you a family and love. Despite endlessly pushing herself and kept going on meeting new people, she continued ending with no success. Had there be a Guinness dating record, she perhaps would have earned her a ranking. 

The pain of being cheated and losing love hammered her zest. Further loss of babies dimmed the light even further. The gigantic wonder of "why me" haunted around. At one-point, she thought of ending her life. 

Life kept going. From a nurse, to a sales person, to a muddy lifestyle, and to corporate life, if strength was one key virtue helped Apple through those years, success was never in her dictionary.

For one thing that she knew as the hungry little Apple - education was the only way that could change her life. Books not only fed her mind, but also fed her body. Often when there was no food, she would fast herself and just read and studied. With limited books available, she could remember every detail of the stories. Sherlock Homes and Wu Ze Tian were the two books that she remembered vividly and had profound impact on her nature of searching evidence of truth and being strong. 

With mum's objection on her going to university; she funded herself, went to Singapore and completed her first masters degree. She continued her traveling dream and planned to go to Canada for her worldly tour. But the universe had a different plan. She ended up in Melbourne finishing her Finance and Banking as well as Accounting degree.

One would have automatically assumed this education would have assisted with her growth. On the contrary, Apple's recent years of awakening largely comprises of unlearn and re-learn. Letting go of a dysfunctional relationship, releasing childhood trauma, healing from anger and guilt, removing self-doubt, moving on from loss, stopping clinging on someone or something that is not there and embracing the new independent self from fear, many of her questions and doubts have been answered in her soul regression sessions that are available on her YouTube Channel.

It is not if you are educated matters, but what you are educated matters!

A friend once asked her: "Apple, have you ever fell in love with the passion and bliss that you felt the two people are one?" In all of her honesty: the answer was no. Not until she started her daily meditation practice, had she tasted the bliss and peace.

That moment of bliss, that moment of oneness and that moment of awakening synchronise the message from her higher-self, "she had a nap for her first 41 years". It is those years of confusion, those years of muddy life, those years of loss and pain prepared her for her creation of L.O.V.E.  - a program that helps individuals to overcome their physical and emotional struggle in order to transform their relationships with self and others so that they can move on and able to participate in life again in full potential.

L.O.V.E. is symbolic to Apple's transformation - from a confused and lost soul who was hungry for love and money to one who is happily to be on her own and full of peace, from a powerless dreamer to a powerful influencer, from a muddy seed to an awakened lotus flower, Apple speaks of L.O.V.E., Apple acts with L.O.V.E. and Apple is L.O.V.E.